On Tuesday I finished my editing.
That sounds like such an awesome statement, doesn't it? Just uttering those words gives me a satisfaction that there are literally no words to describe. Let me say it again. I finished my editing.
Now that I've heaved that huge sigh of relief, it's time to face reality.
As of Tuesday I was officially done my third draft. That doesn't mean that the book is perfect, of course. Far from it. In fact, I noticed a few things after finishing that will need to be fixed. It bugged me for about a minute and a half before I remembered that this is far from the last draft of this novel that I will be writing. I know that, once I get feedback from the beta readers, I'm planning on doing at least one more draft before even considering sending it out to agents. And that might even end up turning into two, depending on the feedback I get.
Normally this thought might depress me. I mean, I just finished editing, and already I'm thinking about what else I'm going to have to fix. This time, though, that depression isn't showing up. And I think I know why.
I've always struggled getting through this draft. (In fact, I've never managed to get through a book in the editing stages the first time. I always find way too much wrong with it, so I end up shelving it and never coming back.) While some writers struggle getting that first draft out, I don't seem to have that problem. It's reading it over and seeing all the mistakes I've made that I start to feel like I'm in over my head.
Finally I've manged to get all the way through my editing. I've even sent it to Beta Readers! Even though I know it's not perfect, and certainly not ready to be sent out to agents, I know that I put a lot of effort into making that novel as good as it could be before I needed another set of eyes to pick out the weaknesses. (Yes, I do still have some minor line edits that also need to be worked on, but I'll fix those as much as I can as I go through it next time. Despite the nickname, I'm only human. Therefore I do make mistakes.)
I'm excited, though. Beta readers means that I'm one step closer to the goal of being published. It means that I felt confident enough in my work to give it to friends and cross my fingers that I won't get it back with four notes telling me that maybe this isn't the book that will get published.
Now, more than ever, I'm confident that I'm going to become a published author. This dream will come true. I just have to persevere! And put in the work. One day I will see The Commons on the shelves at Chapters, and I can't wait.