That's my month so far. I mean, I've written three short stories (all of which have made their way into my Shiny New Idea book for future series...) I've managed to make blog posts every single time that I needed to make one (even when they are late.) I've gotten my critiques done early both weeks. (I'm already done the one that I need for Monday. I'm never done this early!) and I've actually started editing Pandora. I did chapter 5 for critique group, but have finished chapter 6, rewritten chapter 7 and have looked over chapter 8, which will probably be actually started tomorrow. I've also managed to finish the planning of one of the novels I will be writing in November.
Normally I have a hard time getting motivated to do these kinds of things. It isn't unusual to see me rushing to finish my critiques Sunday night when I realized that they weren't done yet. Or for me to submit sub par chapters because I didn't spend nearly enough time on them. I should probably apologize to my critique group for that, actually...
Anyway, the point of it is, I'm somehow motivated this month, though I really don't know why. It could be because I was already planning on editing this month, but wasn't able to because my beta readers have unfortunately not gotten back to me yet. Or it could be because I know that I'll be writing again next month, and I won't have time to get caught up on all of these things once I start doing that.
Honestly, I don't know, and I'm not sure I actually care. I know, I know. If I know what's keeping me motivated, I might actually figure out a way to keep myself motivated for the rest of the year. I'm just afraid that if I figure it out, the magic might wear out. (Don't laugh! It's possible...) What then? How do I go about figuring out yet another way to motivate myself?
Just to explain how weird it is, let me put this into perspective for you. I bought two new books yesterday. One by my favourite author Kelley Armstrong. I've barely touched it. I only read on the bus on the way to and from work. Normally I would have had that book done by now. Trust me.
Or, let's talk about the editing. Normally it's a struggle to just get through a single chapter. To force myself to sit down and read it over then put in the edits. You all know this. All you have to do is look at my very last blog post where I talked about the fact that I was back to editing. When I finished rewriting chapter 7, all I could think about what what I needed to do to fix chapter 8, and actually wanted to look through it right then and there. I had to do a critique first, but I've also finished going through it.
Does that put it into perspective for you? I don't know where it's coming from, but it makes me happy. I'm glad to be motivated. To get all of this done and not have to worry about it so much. I'm already freaking out too much over The Commons, so having other things to work on while waiting for the much anticipated beta reader feedback has been really helpful.
So, I've decided not to look this gift horse in the mouth. I'm going to continue being productive for as long as I can. I want to get as much done this month as I possibly can before heading into an extremely busy month in August. (Last year I didn't complete the August session of camp nano, so I'm hoping to do much better this year.)
Do you ever have problems with motivation? How do you get past it?
***I'm currently collecting donations for OLL (Office of Letters and Light) who hosts NaNoWriMo every year. My goal is $500 and I've already hit 60% of that. I need your help to complete my goal, however. Help me raise money for the organization that single-handedly helped me to figure out jthat I'm a writer.***