When I signed up for Camp Nano this August, I knew that it wasn't going to be easy to get through it. I had a busy month planned from the get go with a wedding to attend, a writers conference calling my name, a couple of birthdays demanding my attention, and all the random other little things that make up my existence. It was going to be a busy month, but I was sure that I could power through it.
So, here it is, the fifth day of the month, and I'm TOTALLY powering through it.
that totally is a bit of an exaggeration. And powering through should
be more like floundering and wondering what the hell I signed myself up
for this time.
Last year I did both sessions of Camp
Nano. I managed to finish July's, but August only managed to pull 17k
words out of me before I was done for the month. It's a sad story for
me, the girl who can usually write upwards of 200k in a month, but it's
This year I thought I would be ready for
it. I had a plan for both months (last year I wrote a single novel
between the two months, and never ended up finishing it because it was
that bad. They walked for the entire thing, and there wasn't nearly
enough description for me to claim I was pulling a Tolkien, so it was
abandoned.) and I was going to finish both of them, damnit!
I got through June with 120k. In fact, I finished the novel I was
working on and actually started a second novel because I had time left
over. It wasn't anything that I planned, so it hasn't really gone
anywhere, but I started it! I didn't even write for the last week
because I was having some serious computer problems.
that, I thought that August would be a piece of cake. Simple, easy. I
could blow right through it without even stopping to get gas or pick up
another bottle of pop to get me through those last few kilometers.
I was wrong. At the risk of someone hunting me down and killing me for
saying this, I'm sitting at only 17,464 words written for the month.
(No, don't grab your weapons. Remember, my goal is 5k a day, not 1667
that most nanoers go for. I'm the crazy girl that doesn't understand
the concept of writing less than 150k in a month....) Which puts me
firmly 8k below my current goal. Adding in tomorrow's 5k that brings me
up to 13k that I need to somehow make up.
Why am I not writing right now? Now that's a funny story. My
inner editor -- the one that I have actually constructed a cage for that
you wouldn't believe -- is screaming at me. She escaped, you see, and
she's determined to ruin my enjoyment of Camp Nano.
I've written nearly 6k today, all of which I am absolutely
certain is crap, not to mention the rest of the 11k that was already
done that I'm pretty sure should just be tossed in the garbage and
forgotten ever existed.
With that frame of mind, I gave up on the idea of pounding out
the last 4k that would have made catching up a little easier (especially
with the writing conference next weekend...I'm never finishing this
novel, am I?) I figure it's safer to take a step back today, spend
tomorrow hunting down the damned inner editor once more and making sure
the padlock is secured, then getting back to writing when I get back
from the museum.
I hope everyone else's Camp Nano journey is going as well as they
had hoped. I can't wait to see the final counts at the end of the
month. I hope we beat June for how many people cross that finish line!
For now, I'm off to do some editor hunting. If you hear screams, don't worry, I have it under control.